I'm very puzzled.
Why is there more and more rhythm recently?
Is it the first day that I started to update every day?
If I remember correctly, I've already updated every day for half a year, and there were four months in between where I updated every two days.
Of course, I can understand …
Saying that I'm slow is actually a disguised form of urging me to update. (Covering face shyly)
So, I want to thank everyone for their continuous support.
Every comment, every monthly vote, every recommendation ticket, every tip you gave me ….
Actually, I've seen it all and remembered it in my heart.
…
Now, let's talk about the reason for updating every day.
My reason is actually very good.
Because …
I want to improve.
From the external data, this book seems to be completely dead?
But my royalties didn't decrease at all! (Because of the channel bonus)
If I update one more chapter every day, my monthly income will increase by at least one to twenty thousand.
I'm not saying this to show off, but to prove —
I'm really not writing books for money.
I just want to write better!
If it's to make money, then from the day this book was published, my word count skyrocketed. My annual income is at least five hundred thousand if not a million.
I need to announce the results here.
This book's current average order is eleven thousand, but the high order order has reached sixty thousand.
This sixty thousand does not only refer to a single chapter, but it refers to the nearly thirty chapters that started to be published.
After that, it began to plummet.
Fifty thousand, forty thousand, thirty thousand, twenty thousand, ten thousand, and now more than a thousand. It will probably continue to fall.
I'm not writing well.
But I did write well before I published it.
(Actually, I'm not very satisfied with the chapters before I published it. Because at that time, I made a lot of rookie mistakes, but I'm too lazy to change them.)
…
Then, here's the question.
Why did I write so well in the beginning, but the latter part is so bad?
The answer is actually very simple.
Because …
This is my first book that exceeds a million words.
I can say without reservation —
For more than a year, I've really put in a lot of effort.
But my ability is limited.
I've never had any long experience before. At most, I wrote four hundred thousand words. When I published it, it exceeded this number. So, I've been stumbling along the way.
Once half a step to become a god.
Now, it's completely dead.
Can you guess how wonderful the journey of my heart is?
I don't blame anyone, I don't even blame myself.
Because I'm very clear —
I really don't have the ability.
…
My first book was published in 2005 at Starting Point.
During this period, he kept writing, but he still couldn't reach the standard of signing a contract.
It was only when he wrote this book that he seemed to have had an epiphany and suddenly became famous.
So don't compete with me in terms of reading volume, and don't act all high and mighty in front of me.
Because I really thought it was ridiculous.
Let's not talk about those that we've seen before, for example, the most popular ones recently: Haunted House, Machinist, Best Friend, Best Son-In-Law …
Even when the 'Lifestyle Game' was just released, I could already guess that it had ten thousand subscribers when it only had eighty thousand words.
But …
Reading a book and writing a book were two different things.
He had clearly thought of the plot in his head, but when he wrote it out, the flavor would always change.
This was the so-called power of the brush.
I had absolutely no control over what I wanted to write.
This was also the main reason why many rookies couldn't even sign a contract.
…
All this time, I've been thinking about it over and over.
Think about how to improve yourself.
To be honest, I've improved a lot.
After all, he had been writing for so many years. His basic skills were still very solid.
Now that he had the experience of ten thousand orders, if he didn't improve …
Then wouldn't he be a fool?!
But because the framework of Cultivation Dad had already been established, I couldn't express it at all. I could only continue writing according to the existing framework.
Writing a book was actually like building a house.
The foundation of this book was clearly the foundation of a villa, but after I built the foundation, I simply built a straw shed on top of it.
Now, I didn't want to live in a straw shed. I wanted to build a villa on top of the straw shed.
Then, other than tearing it down and rebuilding it …
Was there any other way?
This was writing a book.
Many people would choose to tear down the bridge and rebuild it.
I was different.
Since I couldn't live in a villa, I would renovate the straw shed.
That was my idea.
It was such a simple idea that it was somewhat inexplicable.
And this was also the fundamental reason why I continued to persevere.
…
Because I had once stood at the top of the mountain, I saw a different scenery.
Now, I had fallen to the bottom of the valley.
But because of that unexpected experience …
I couldn't help but look at the top of the mountain.
The Mountain Man asked me, "Do you have hatred in your heart?"
I answered, "No hatred."
Then he asked, "Why?"
At that moment, my answer was so firm.
"Thank you for letting me see the scenery at the top of the mountain."
"If I fell, then so be it. I'll just walk again."
"But the next time …"
"I want to walk more steadily."
…
Slower, more steadily.
That was all.
…
March 3, 2019, early morning.
The west window opened.
…
(Oh, right, this isn't a eunuch's declaration!)
(The sun will rise as usual tomorrow, the west window will be as usual ~)
(Muacks, love you guys ~)
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