Chapter 1892
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Hearing this, Ning Xi's expressionless face finally changed for a moment.
She almost thought she had heard it wrong.
Start … over?
She couldn't understand this man's thinking.
After so many things had happened and he and Ning Xueluo had been married for a year, how could he say such a thing to her?
The girl's gaze made Su Yan's heart go cold.
The man said in a dry voice, "Xiaoxi, I know what I said may sound ridiculous to you …"
"Isn't it?"
"You heard that I …"
Su Yan took a deep breath. "I've thought about it for a long, long time … This isn't something I said to you on impulse … I really … really regret it … and I finally understand … who I truly like … who I truly love …"
Ning Xi looked at the man in front of her, the man who held the best feelings of her youth, the man who had once made her feel heartbroken …
Listening to him finally speak to her, she regretted it.
Listening to him say that the person he really loved was her.
There was not a trace of feeling in her heart.
If there was, it was only a complete chill.
"Xiaoxi, what happened that year, it was my fault. I was the one who betrayed our relationship … But in the beginning, I really didn't want to leave you … until I met Xue Luo …
Xue Luo's temperament was too pure and weak, and also suddenly met with such an unforeseen event, she often complained to me, I gradually … I also don't know when it started … this kind of feeling changed … "Su Yan's expression was filled with pain and vexation.
Ning Xi's heart was clear.
Yes, everything was her fault. She didn't have Ning Xueluo's ability to act pitiful, cry, and satisfy his protective desire as a man.
Her fault was that she had always reported the good news and not the bad news, for fear that he would worry about her. Her fault was that even if she had been ostracized and isolated, she had never said a word to him …
"Until later … I impulsively slept with Xue Luo … It was Xue Luo's first time … I am a man … I can't not be responsible for her … I have been hiding it from you … because I really don't know how to face you …"
Ah, responsible … When he was responsible for a third party, did he think of her as his girlfriend?
Ning Xueluo's first time was precious, but she was an unclean person who had lost her virginity and was pregnant with a bastard. How could she be worthy of the noble young master of the Su Family?
"But, it wasn't until later on that I understood. All along, I had been worried about Xue Luo, but I never thought about your feelings. You left your hometown for me, but in the end, I left you all alone. After you met with that incident, you were sent overseas by yourself. Then, when you returned to the entertainment industry, you went on to make a living on your own …
Actually, I've always wanted to help you and make it up to you … but you're just too stubborn … "
Su Yan stared at the girl in front of him. "You disappeared for a whole year, and I also thought about it for a whole year, until you reappeared …"
After a moment of silence.
Su Yan took a deep breath and continued, "Xiaoxi, I've been deceiving myself for too long … I don't want to continue deceiving myself! I don't want to lie to myself for the rest of my life! "
Ning Xi sneered. "So?"
"I know that I don't have the right to say such things to you in my current situation, and I have absolutely no intention of insulting you. I will … regain my freedom …"
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