Chapter 1810
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Ning Xi didn't know what to do. "How am I supposed to coax him?"
Lu Tingxiao pinched his brows. Clearly, he didn't know what to do in this situation either.
Ning Xi pulled a long face. Never mind, she was the one who made him cry. She would coax him herself.
Thus, Ning Xi quickly squatted there and began to explain, "Ah Ze, I'm really sorry. I suddenly disappeared for so long. I didn't mean to, and I didn't mean to leave our Ze Ling alone. I was seriously injured and laid in bed for an entire year. I only woke up a few days ago. Because I lay for too long, my body was very weak when I first woke up. It was hard for me to even speak, so I couldn't take care of Ze Ling right away. In order to prevent the news from leaking and causing too many malicious speculations, I sealed off all the news and didn't tell anyone. I'm really sorry … "
Ning Xi talked non-stop for a long time. Her lips were about to break. The youth finally said in a muffled voice, "I thought … I disappointed you …"
Ning Xi held her forehead. "How is that possible! You're so awesome! Picking you up is like picking up a treasure, okay? "
"I thought … I wasn't good enough … I couldn't satisfy you … I thought Ze Ling was just an insignificant existence to you … I suddenly don't know … I don't know the meaning of my persistence …" The youth continued. His face was filled with the deathly stillness and despair of being abandoned.
Ning Xi almost broke down. Why did she feel like a heartless man when he said that?
She really didn't!
"Oh f * ck! Why does this child like to think nonsense when he's free! Don't you know how important Ze Ling is to me? We started with the first design drawing, the first client, the first flagship store, and we worked hard until now. I haven't seen our Zeling stand on the world stage yet, and I haven't let everyone know that you, the genius designer, have slapped Dai Wei's face until it's swollen! "
Gong Shangze still buried his head and clenched his fists tightly. "Boss … I'm sorry … when you weren't here … I didn't … didn't do well … I'm sorry …"
"It's fine, it's fine! In the end, it's still my fault! "Ning Xi quickly comforted.
Actually, she could completely understand Gong Shangze's feelings.
After experiencing betrayal and abandonment once, Gong Shangze had already been traumatized. And this time, in the long wait, all sorts of guesses, doubts, and self-denial had evolved into self-loathing. He even felt that all that he had worked so hard for was not seen or cared by that person. This made him feel that everything had lost its meaning.
For a creator, the most fatal bottleneck, apart from "self-doubt", was "losing meaning". Any one of these factors was enough to destroy a designer.
What's more, Gong Shangze had both at the same time. It wasn't easy for him to hold on until now.
If she had woken up any later, a genius like her might not be able to recover from this setback and would never be able to get up again.
Thinking of this, Ning Xi felt scared. "There is only one thing that you should apologize to me for. Look at you. I tried so hard to make you into a handsome young man, but you became a bad uncle again! Get up and follow me! "
Gong Shangze stood up slowly. "Boss … where to …"
"Come to my place! Anyway, I won't cheat you! "
Gong Shangze glanced in Lu Tingxiao's direction. "I … I think I'll pass … I'm fine here …"
"Fine what? If I had come any later, I might have come to see a dried corpse! Why are you looking at my sweetheart? Don't worry, this place is huge. You won't be a third wheel! Tell me, what kind of inspiration can you get by being cooped up here every day? I'll bring you to a different environment. I guarantee that you'll find that you're still that genius designer who beats everything! Still the king of this world! "
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