Chapter 1375
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Ning Xi smiled bitterly. "You can probably guess what happened next. After I got pregnant, I thought the child was Su Yan's, so I insisted on keeping it. At that time, Su Yan was on a business trip to a very remote place abroad. He didn't come back until I was almost eight months pregnant …
After he came back, he told me the truth … The person that night wasn't him … The child wasn't his … He saw what Ning Xueluo did to me, and in order to cover up Ning Xueluo's crime, he said that the person that night was him …
When Ning Xueluo told me the truth, I was so emotional that I crossed the road and got into a car accident. The child … died when it was born … That was probably the only mercy God had for me …
Otherwise, I really didn't know how to face and treat this child … "
Ning Xi said all this in one breath. All the emotions from that year surfaced in her heart at this moment. "Heh … Do you know how I felt at that time … The world was falling apart …
Ning Xueluo and Su Yan didn't know that I actually suspected Su Yan's words from the beginning. Although my memory of that night was very messy, I felt that it was impossible to forget …
That strange man … was very scary …
I was in pain … It was very painful …
The pain that I felt like I was going to die …
After that, I had a high fever for a week, and I had to lie in bed for more than a month before I recovered. When I went to see the doctor, that shameful feeling, I still can't forget …
At that time, the only person who supported me that night was Su Yan. I didn't even dare to think about it. If that person wasn't my boyfriend, I didn't even dare to think about the consequences …
So, I kept lying to myself … until I couldn't lie anymore … until I paid a greater price … "
Ning Xi paused and continued, "Later, my fear of men followed me like a shadow. I extremely hated and rejected contact with men. That time five years ago was the only time I experienced it …
I saw a psychiatrist for a long time, but there was no result, but in the end, I didn't care anymore … "
After listening to everything Ning Xi said, especially when she mentioned the strange man, Lu Tingxiao's eyes were filled with cold killing intent. "Who is that man?"
Ning Xi's body trembled subconsciously, "I don't know … I checked for a long time … but there were no clues … and I'm not sure if it was arranged by Ning Xue Luo … it's like … that person has never appeared in this world …"
After saying all this, Ning Xi's face was blank. She stared blankly at the man in front of her. "I'm done … this is my past …"
You're so good … so good that sometimes I despicably think … if only you were a little worse … a little worse … "
Lu Tingxiao stared at the girl in front of him with a frown and said sternly, "Ningxi, let me tell you clearly. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. You like me and love me, so you think everything about me is good! My first and only time was with another woman. I even … left behind a child, a stain on my life that I will never be able to erase … "
"Nonsense! Xiaobao is not a stain! "Ning Xi's blank expression suddenly disappeared. Instead, she stared at him with a very serious look.
Lu Tingxiao laughed helplessly. "That's right. For me, everything that happened to you is not a stain either. No matter what kind of experience and past, it's you. It's you now, the you I love the most."
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