Gu Nianzhi looked at Huo Shaoheng quietly. Although her heart was in turmoil and her emotions were on the verge of breaking down, she still tried her best to hold it in.
She couldn't help it. A person's endurance and self-control were developed through repeated training.
Gu Nianzhi was no exception.
The living room was very quiet. The lights were bright, but with the addition of a white paper lampshade, it had a soft effect.
Huo Shaoheng's back was facing the light. His strong body moved closer and cast a huge shadow.
Although he didn't press down on her, his aura was indeed there.
They were very close, but there was still a little distance between them. They weren't close to each other.
There was a little distance between them, but neither of them crossed it.
Gu Nianzhi's sharp and bright eyes gradually became gentle and hazy.
She slowly reached out and caressed the side of Huo Shaoheng's face.
Her slender fingers caressed him from his sideburns down slowly, all the way to his lips.
Huo Shaoheng didn't move. He lowered his head and let her fingers caress his face.
Her hands were very soft, and her fingers were delicate. There was an indescribable sense of comfort and freedom on his face.
When her fingers reached his lips, Huo Shaoheng turned his head and kissed her fingers.
Starting from the tip of her finger, he kissed her soft fingers.
He didn't kiss her deeply. He only used his lips to gently touch her fingers. He kissed the base of her fingers and slowly moved up. He even rubbed his straight nose against Gu Nianzhi's fingers.
Gu Nianzhi was obsessed with sound and looks, but few people knew that she was obsessed with her nose the most.
A straight, perfectly shaped nose had always been something she couldn't refuse.
Gu Nianzhi was angry and amused to see Huo Shaoheng like this.
She withdrew her hand and wiped her fingers with a tissue on the coffee table. She lowered her eyes and said slowly, "Mr. Peter, you asked me if I had feelings for you. Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"
Huo Shaoheng: "…"
He sat down next to Gu Nianzhi and rested his elbows on the sofa. He looked at Gu Nianzhi and smiled. "What if I want to hear both the truth and a lie?"
"Then I'll tell you everything." Gu Nianzhi chuckled and shifted to the other side of the sofa to keep a safe distance from Huo Shaoheng.
Taking a deep breath, she looked at Huo Shaoheng and said, "Mr. Peter, the lie is that of course I have feelings."
"What about the truth?" Huo Shaoheng's smile deepened.
"The truth is, I do feel it."
Huo Shaoheng still looked at her with a smile. His expression didn't change at all, but he wasn't so sure anymore.
He cocked his head and discreetly inched closer to Gu Nianzhi. "It doesn't sound any different if you're telling the truth …"
At the end of the day, she just had feelings for him.
Gu Nianzhi smiled. "How can there be no difference? The difference is huge. "
She placed her finger on her dimples and frowned. "Mr. Peter, I won't hide it from you. Everything you've done is what I've always dreamed of."
"I used to hope that the person I loved could be like you, able to say nice things and put me first in front of everyone. If there's anything, come and help me immediately. Don't let me handle it myself. "
Huo Shaoheng: "…"
The uneasiness in his heart grew worse.
Why "used to"?
What did he mean by adding those two words?
Could it be that everything he did as Peter wasn't what Gu Nianzhi wanted?
"I also used to regret that he didn't say those nice words and do those things that I thought were necessary like other men."
"So how could I not feel anything after you made up for all my regrets?"
Huo Shaoheng breathed a sigh of relief and smiled. "Then you admit that you have feelings for me? Then why do you keep rejecting me? "
Gu Nianzhi raised her hand and waved it off. "Don't be anxious. The feeling I'm talking about isn't the feeling of love between a man and a woman, but pure emotion and enlightenment."
Huo Shaoheng: "… Enlightenment?"
"Yes." Gu Nianzhi smiled at Huo Shaoheng and nodded. "Thank you, Mr. Peter, for helping me understand my heart. You've helped me understand what the relationship I really want and the person I really love is like."
Huo Shaoheng could only smile bitterly. "… How do you want me to respond? Should I say you don't have to thank me? No, the KGB never admits defeat. "
Gu Nianzhi shrugged. "You really don't have to waste time."
"What's wrong with me?" Huo Shaoheng looked angry. "You said you have someone you love. Does this person really exist? If he's in this world, why didn't he come to you? Why did he let you go through so much alone? "
Gu Nianzhi almost broke down. She quickly turned her head and looked away so that Huo Shaoheng couldn't see the expression in her eyes.
She looked at the other corner of the living room and held back her laughter. "You don't have to worry about where he is. As for whether he will come to me or not, it has nothing to do with you. "
This person was really addicted to acting, wasn't he?!
Who wasn't a drama queen?!
Gu Nianzhi turned around and looked at him. She said in the most sincere tone, "Mr. Peter, thank you for everything you've done. I'm not a cold-hearted person. How could I not feel anything?"
"But the more I feel, the more I understand that you're not the person I love."
"The person I love won't say that he wants to pursue me in public, but he will quietly eliminate all those who try to get close to me with bad intentions."
"He won't make vows about what will happen to him for the rest of his life, but he will use every day to tell me that as long as he's here, I'll be here."
Gu Nianzhi was silent for a moment. She pressed her hand against her chest and suppressed the surging love that had nowhere to put.
She realized that she wasn't acting. Every word she said came from the bottom of her heart.
Taking a deep breath, Gu Nianzhi continued, "Everything you said and did made me understand that you're Peter, and you're not him. If he was like you, he wouldn't be him. "
"Actually, any man would be able to do your sweet words and attentiveness."
"I used to think that it was my regret that he didn't pursue me like an ordinary man."
"But now, what you've done has made me understand that there's actually nothing to regret. I didn't even know that I didn't care about these things."
"Mr. Peter, don't laugh. Feelings are like drinking water. Only you know whether it's hot or cold. You have to experience it to know what you really want. "
"I thank you for allowing me to experience all of this without hurting him, and thank you for allowing me to see my true self."
Gu Nianzhi nodded slightly to thank Huo Shaoheng.
Huo Shaoheng was greatly shocked by Gu Nianzhi's words.
He really didn't care who Gu Nianzhi loved. Was it Huo Shaoheng or Peter?
It was all him anyway. What did he care about?
But no matter what he did here, he had a very clear understanding that these things were done by Peter, not by Huo Shaoheng.
As a senior intelligence officer, this habit was deeply ingrained in his bones. He didn't even realize that there was anything wrong with it.
It wasn't until Gu Nianzhi sat here and told him softly and clearly that Huo Shaoheng hadn't done all of this, so she didn't want it …
Huo Shaoheng's eyes were a little wet. He held his breath and looked at her. The love in his eyes could no longer be suppressed.
Gu Nianzhi clasped her hands in front of her chest and recalled the days they had spent together. She said sincerely, "Thank you, Mr. Peter, for letting me understand that I love him so much."
"I love everything about him. His strengths, weaknesses, where he's better than others, and where he's not as good as others. I know it all clearly."
"I know that I'm not the first in his heart, but I still love him. I love him as a whole, from the inside out, from his thoughts to his words and actions."
"He's unique. You're not him."
"But I still have to thank you, because you didn't learn from him."
Huo Shaoheng couldn't control himself at all and had already unknowingly sat next to Gu Nianzhi.
Gu Nianzhi's other side was the armrest of the sofa. She had no place to retreat.
She looked into Huo Shaoheng's eyes and said word by word, "I want him to be by my side. Even if it's just eating together, taking a walk together, talking together, and chatting. "
"Saying good night to each other when you sleep."
"Smiling at each other when you wake up in the morning and saying good morning."
"That's the happiest and best life I can think of."
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This is the first chapter of the day: Chapter 1697, "I Love You".
The second chapter at 8 pm.
PS: It's really a chapter that fits the occasion. Happy 520 ~ ~ ~ Happy 520 ~ ~
Muah, big shots, little angels ~ ~ ~
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