"… Not worthy?" Gu Nianzhi repeated Lu Jin's words in a daze. Although she heard the word clearly, her brain felt like it had been muddled. She had no idea what it meant.
She instinctively retorted, "Yes means yes, no means no. What does it have to do with being worthy?"
Lu Jin lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time.
Gu Nianzhi was anxious, disappointed, and slightly aggrieved. Finally, she couldn't help but want to get out of bed.
In the end, she overestimated her recovery. She felt her vision go black, and her limbs were completely out of control. With a bang, she rolled off the bed.
She clutched her chest. Her face was pale from the pain, and sweat broke out on her forehead.
Lu Jin was really frightened. He quickly rushed over to pick her up and put her on the special hospital bed.
The monitoring devices attached to her chest, head, and wrists began to squeal.
The colorful lights reflected each other in the ward, emitting rays of rainbow light. It was as if a rainbow had been set up in the room. It was extremely beautiful.
Gu Nianzhi wasn't in the mood to appreciate such a beautiful scene.
Her bright eyes were wide open, like two balls of black mercury soaked in white mercury. They were ethereal and clear as she quietly looked at Lu Jin's tense face.
There was uncontrollable sadness and disappointment in her eyes.
"Are you okay? Don't move … I told you, you have to control yourself. You can't make such a big move. It will affect the recovery of your wound. "Lu Jin's forehead was covered in sweat, and his face was terrifyingly pale.
His hands were trembling slightly, but he didn't dare to look into Gu Nianzhi's eyes.
Gu Nianzhi looked at the hair on his head and said softly, "… I was sent there by you and then kidnapped by them from the other world, right?"
Lu Jin nodded and half-knelt in front of Gu Nianzhi's bed. He slowly tucked her in with the thin blanket.
"… In the other world, there's a Gu Xiangwen. He has a daughter named Gu Nianzhi."
Lu Jin's body stiffened. He maintained the motion of tucking Gu Nianzhi in with his head lowered. He half-knelt there without moving.
"That Gu Xiangwen treats his daughter, Gu Nianzhi, very well. I heard that little Nianzhi has a bad temper and often gets into conflicts with others, but in that Gu Xiangwen's eyes, his daughter is perfect.
"He doesn't care if she has a good temper or if she's obedient. He loves his daughter wholeheartedly and unreservedly.
"In order to treat her, in order to let her grow up safely, he made a lot of arrangements and preparations.
"At that time, I really thought he was my father, a father who loved me more than I had imagined. Do you know how happy I used to be? "
Gu Nianzhi's tears fell without warning, but she didn't cry. She just shed tears.
"Actually, I'm living a very good life in that world. However, no matter how good my life is, I know that the people who treat me well are not my parents."
"I used to not have any expectations or fantasies about my parents. I didn't understand why, but when I saw my classmates' parents' unreserved love for them, I realized what I was missing."
"I didn't have any expectations or fantasies about my parents. I didn't understand why, but when I saw my classmates' parents' unreserved love for them, I knew what I was missing.
Gu Nianzhi closed her eyes as she thought of Huo Shaoheng on the other side. Large droplets of tears rolled down her cheeks again, landing on the thin silk quilt and rolling down the special waterproof silk.
Lu Jin lowered his head, and his tears fell uncontrollably. They mixed with Gu Nianzhi's tears and formed a faint water stain on the bed sheet.
"… It wasn't until I came here that I realized that the Gu Xiangwen over there, the gentle, generous, and kind Gu Xiangwen, might not be my father."
"There must be another Gu Nianzhi over there, but she died before I got there, right?"
Because the corresponding bodies couldn't live in the same space-time at the same time.
The fact that she could get there safely was enough to prove that Gu Nianzhi was dead.
Lu Jin nodded again and wiped his tears with the back of his hand.
Gu Nianzhi took a deep breath and said slowly, "… I knew I wouldn't be so lucky. Such a good father doesn't belong to me … "
Lu Jin couldn't take it anymore. He knelt in front of Gu Nianzhi's bed and clutched the thin silk blanket tightly. His shoulders shook uncontrollably.
He suppressed his sobs, but he couldn't control the pain in his heart.
It was all his fault … it was all his fault …
He was proud of his talent and arrogant. He even thought of himself as God. For the sake of scientific breakthroughs, he would do anything.
But look at him, what had he done?!
How could he have the face to ask such a good girl to call him father? He really didn't deserve it!
When he gave birth to her, did he have the slightest intention of treating her as a daughter?!
Gu Nianzhi didn't know what Lu Jin was thinking, but looking at him, she knew that he was extremely upset and guilty, but he still didn't want to admit that he was her father, Gu Xiangwen.
Her disappointment had reached its peak, and anger gradually appeared in her eyes. "If that's the case, then why did you come to my side?!"
"You've already sent me away, and I don't remember anything. Why did you have to do this?!"
Lu Jin stopped crying and shook his head desperately in a hoarse voice. "No … it's not like that … I just wanted … I just wanted to see you …"
"See me? You only dare to hide under the Lion King mask to look at me! You lied to me to call you father! "Gu Nianzhi used all her strength to push Lu Jin's head away.
"… You just don't want me! None of you want me! Why did you give birth to me?! "
Lu Jin looked up abruptly and saw Gu Nianzhi's tear-streaked face. Her big black and white eyes were filled with despair and grief.
He pounced on her and held her hand. His lips trembled, and he choked for a long time before he said, "Nianzhi, I'm sorry …"
Gu Nianzhi closed her eyes and let the tears fall from the corners of her eyes into her hair. She muttered, "You finally admit that you're my father? Why? Why don't you want me? Why is it so hard to get you to admit that you're my father? "
Her voice was filled with disappointment and exhaustion. It was as if she had reached the end of a marathon and was completely exhausted.
Lu Jin hadn't expected Gu Nianzhi to be so smart. She was smarter than he had imagined.
After only a few interactions, she had guessed that he was her father.
But to be honest, he wasn't ready to acknowledge her, but she was too powerful. Every word was like 50,000 volts striking his heart. He couldn't control himself at all.
Let those worries go to hell!
Since his daughter was so brave, he couldn't let her down again.
Lu Jin sorted out his thoughts and pulled out a tissue from the bedside table in front of the hospital bed. As he wiped Gu Nianzhi's tears, he said, "Yes, I'm your father, Gu Xiangwen."
"I'm not as gentle, kind, and gentle as Gu Xiangwen over there. I've disappointed you."
Gu Nianzhi: "…"
She opened her eyes and glared at him. "Do you think I'm disappointed because of that?!"
"Isn't it?" Lu Jin rubbed his hands together awkwardly and knelt upright. He forced himself to look at Gu Nianzhi. "I have interpersonal disorder. I don't know how to be a person. I only know how to do experiments."
"I have a bad temper and often offend people."
"They all say I'm crazy. I'm indeed crazy academically, so crazy that it's beyond your imagination."
"And I'm also a wanted criminal. I have a murder case on my hands."
"Most importantly, when I gave birth to you, I didn't treat you as a daughter."
"To me, in the beginning, you were just an experiment."
"But later, you grew up day by day in front of my eyes. You would look at me and smile. When I fed you formula, you would hold the bottle and drink it with relish."
"You were very easy to raise. Every day, you ate, drank, and defecated as regularly as a baby rearing textbook."
"When I was doing experiments, you would open your eyes wide and look at me. Sometimes, when you were bored, you would eat your own hand. When I told you not to eat, you would giggle at me and take your little hand out of your mouth. Then, when you thought I couldn't see, you would secretly stuff your little hand into your mouth."
"When I drew your blood and bone marrow, you were in pain, but you didn't cry. You just looked at me in confusion, thinking I was playing a game with you."
"You were so cute that I gradually forgot that you were just an experiment subject."
"I began to realize that you weren't an experiment subject. You were a living person. You were my, Gu Xiangwen's, biological daughter."
"I couldn't help crying when I extracted your bone marrow, but you used your little hand to wipe my tears and even blew on me. You promised me that Nianzhi would be very good and that Daddy wouldn't cry … You were only two years old at that time …"
"Not long after, I had a major breakthrough in my research on magnetic fields. I left the biological genetic laboratory and handed you over to the wrong person."
"Four years later, I came back and saw you at the age of six …"
"… It's all my fault. I made you suffer for four years!"
Finally, he looked at Gu Nianzhi eagerly and asked very uneasily, "Such an irresponsible Gu Xiangwen, such a father who can die, do you still want me?"
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