Chapter 984
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Fly rubbed his hands together and didn't update for four days. He felt that it was not worth it to delay the update because of this. Don't worry, I've already written more than half of tonight's chapter, it won't be long before I can update. Because I still have a lot of things to say, I came here to write a separate chapter.
I guess you all know about what happened on Weibo? I'm especially touched that everyone was willing to protect me, telling me not to bother about such a small matter and asking me to uninstall Weibo — — I'm about to cry, it's not just one or two motherly readers, it's everyone's opinion. How can I have readers like you? And during this period, I've also seen a lot of huge gifts and consolation. I really realized that you all have a habit, whenever I stop updating, you all send me money! And giving me gifts of five hundred yuan, isn't that a bit too indulgent … … There's really no need to announce it to the entire site … …
I'm currently in a slightly excited state. Why, it's because I was just writing an update.
There's something that many readers might be too embarrassed to tell me directly, but I'll say it for you: I also feel that the later stages of the apocalypse are a bit dull, it's not as good as the early and middle stages, right? Not to mention anything else, there's a lot less dungeons and items (although that's also because of the world) — — why? I thought about it carefully, I think it's because I've been writing about the apocalypse for almost four years. To be honest, I'm a bit tired of it. I think this should be understandable, who wouldn't get tired of doing the same thing every day (I don't accept rebuttals about my update frequency).
However, after this incident, although it made me very depressed, angry, and wronged at first, it also brought me great benefits! Big! Yes!
I didn't even realize it, I was really depressed for four days, until I started writing. Before this incident, I wrote 800 words, and then four days after this incident, when I sat down to write again, I found that my feelings were completely different: The anger in my heart, for some reason, seemed to have reignited the state I was in when I first started the book, it's like there's a spark! I think it's because I've been thinking about the apocalypse for the past few days, thinking about my thoughts, experiences, and feelings when I wrote it … … I've reconnected with my past self. You can feel it when you read the new chapter later. I don't dare to say how good my writing is, but I feel that there is a difference between the first 800 words and the last 800 words. I feel that the first 800 words are a bit dull.
I think the biggest benefit of this incident was that it reignited the excitement and adventurous mood I had when I was exploring writing (anger is powerful). Humans are really conflicted and contradictory. The child of this couple, no matter how uncomfortable this kind of struggle is, can still fully activate the human spirit. Perhaps we are naturally attracted to suffering and torture.
In addition, there was another matter related to writing that helped me recover from my depressed state. I've been boasting for a long time that I want to write an English novel. About a month or two ago, I organized some of my scattered writings and sent them to a writer's workshop on the West Coast. (My favorite Mr. Martin used to be the lecturer!! He even set up a scholarship for the writers! Guess what the criteria for the scholarship are! He wanted to create a fantasy world! Besides, the lecturers there are all best-selling authors in English novels!) I asked them if I could get a place in the workshop. Then I received a reply. They told me that it was only open once a year, and that they had already closed their enrollment for this year. However, they thought that my writing was good enough (I won't boast), and they were willing to accept my application for next year. Although it wasn't a direct admission, it was a huge encouragement to me, and I was instantly resurrected.
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