Xu Cheng looked at the surveillance camera in the corner and continued to rub the back of Lin Chuxue's hand as if nothing had happened.
It was already a bit warm, and her skin was no longer dry, and it was starting to have some moisture and smoothness.
When Xu Cheng raised his head, he saw his mask through the mirror, and his heart suddenly felt a stabbing pain.
His hand that was touching Lin Chuxue's hand was still as pale as a piece of paper. During this time, the expert couldn't find a cure no matter how hard he tried. In his words, "There's no cause for your albinism. In layman's terms, there's probably no cure."
"Xiaoxue, actually, I'm not afraid that it's hard for you to face my face. Of course, it's a little. What I'm afraid of is that the professor said that I don't know where to start with my body's condition. I'm afraid that something will happen to my body in the future. I don't want to give you hope and bring you despair. There's nothing better than watching the person you love die in front of you. I've already experienced this once. To be honest, it's as if my heart has been ruthlessly pierced by a knife. It hurts so much that I'm about to suffocate. So, instead of that, why don't you just pretend that I'm not here when you wake up? Maybe you will be sad, but time will heal your wounds. I always felt that ever since my ability was awakened, every day that I spent with you was worth it. But now that I'm about to separate from you, I feel scared and reluctant. God really knows how to play with people. Half of it was given to you, and the other half told me: the greater the power, the greater the responsibility. I just want to say I can be a f * cking hero, but … I need to carry the military soul that my dad entrusted to me. Do you know how much courage it took for me to make the decision to separate from you? In order to counteract the anxiety and hesitation in my heart, I can only keep working to numb myself. I'm afraid that if I can't create value for myself, I'll feel like the world doesn't need me anymore. I've already lost you, and I'm afraid that if I continue doing meaningless things, I might as well just die. Although I'm not happy no matter what I do, as long as I can do something within my power for the country, it proves that there's still meaning in my life, right? Now, I finally understand how my master feels. No matter how great the things he does, there will always be regrets in his heart, because it's like his heart has been hollowed out. "
Xu Cheng's eyes turned slightly red from the deep emotion.
"Wake up, be strong and live. You are only 25 years old, you still have a quarter of your life to go, if …"
Before Xu Cheng could finish, Lin Chuxue's hand suddenly moved.
This move shocked Xu Cheng.
"Xu Cheng …" Lin Chuxue laid on the bed with sweat all over her head as if she just had a nightmare. She kept shaking her head and calling out Xu Cheng's name in her sleep.
"Xu Cheng!" She suddenly opened her eyes and bounced up from the bed.
Little Gui saw from the surveillance footage that Xu Cheng was now in stealth mode. From his perspective, he could only see Xu Cheng sitting on the edge of the bed.
The moment Lin Chuxue woke up, there was no one around the bed.
"Xu Cheng! Xu Cheng, don't go! " She just had a nightmare where Xu Cheng left her.
It was just that she didn't see that Xu Cheng, who was invisible, was sitting right beside her. At this moment, his eyes were red, and tears were falling down.
One of his hands reached out and stopped less than three centimeters away from Lin Chuxue's delicate face. He wanted to touch it, but he didn't dare to!
This scene of being so close but not being able to see her reminded Xu Cheng of when he went to see his mother.
He really wanted to scream in his heart, but he held back the urge to cry. Tears kept falling down from his eyes, but he couldn't do anything.
His hand paused in the air and didn't touch her. In the end, he carefully retracted it.
"Little Xue …" Xu Cheng shouted in his heart, "If … I mean if, one day, when I recover from my illness, I don't know how long it will be, will you still be waiting for me?"
Lin Chuxue sat up straight on the bed and looked around the room. She hurriedly got off the bed and walked on the ground barefooted, wanting to open the door of the room. She knocked on the door and yelled, "Is anyone there?"
"Is anyone here?"
Xu Cheng really wanted to answer, "Yes!"
But he just looked at Lin Chuxue and didn't dare to make any sound.
Not long after, the expert professor rushed over.
Lin Chuxue saw that it was a Chinese person and immediately relaxed. "Doctor, where am I? Why am I here? Who brought me here? Where is he? "
Before she died, she remembered that she was abroad, and she didn't know if it was a dream or reality. She could always hear Xu Cheng's voice, but she couldn't remember most of the content.
"This is China." The doctor walked over and picked up the key to open the door, but he couldn't open it. Confused, he looked at Lin Chuxue and asked, "Why did you lock the door from the inside?"
Lin Chuxue paused for a moment. "I didn't."
Doctor: "It's locked from the inside. Try twisting it from the inside."
Lin Chuxue nodded and twisted the door. It turned out that the door was indeed locked from the inside.
"It's good that you woke up. This is the hospital. What happened to you before? You were so scared that you even locked the door. "The doctor thought that Lin Chuxue locked the door herself.
Lin Chuxue said in surprise, "I didn't lock it. I just woke up. I didn't die? Am I dreaming? "
"You didn't die." The doctor said, "You were saved."
"Who saved me?" Lin Chuxue anxiously asked, "Doctor, who saved me? Also, do you know my husband? Have you seen him? Do you know where he is? "
Lin Chuxue was afraid that something else might have happened after she died. She only knew that those people wanted to deal with Xu Cheng, and she was afraid that things weren't over because of her death.
"I'm only responsible for checking and treating your wounds. I don't know anything else." The doctor said in confusion. Then, he asked curiously, "I think you should check your brain first. Don't you remember that you locked the door yourself?"
"I didn't lock it!" Lin Chuxue said with certainty.
Then, she subconsciously looked around the room, and at that moment, her eyes met with Xu Cheng's.
Xu Cheng looked at her affectionately and gently.
But Lin Chuxue didn't see him.
Just at this moment, Little Ghost pushed his wheelchair over. In case they noticed something, he said, "I locked the door just now. I was afraid that someone would come in and disturb the patient."
This explanation was very reasonable.
"Miss Lin, since you are awake, you can go home now," Little Ghost said to Lin Chuxue.
Lin Chuxue just wanted to leave this place to find Xu Cheng, so she directly ran out of the room.
Xu Cheng looked at her beautiful back as she left. Feeling lost, he squatted down in the corner, and the mask covered the tear stains on his face.
(End of Chapter 1)
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