1257 God, Not Necessarily Happy
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After Caesar left, Xu Cheng sat on a chair and smoked a cigarette. Lin Chuxue, who had already woken up, was standing at the door. With her current strength, it was too hard for her not to hear their conversation. Xu Cheng also knew that she wouldn't fall asleep that easily, so he didn't need to look back to know that Lin Chuxue was standing at the door.
Lin Chuxue quietly walked behind Xu Cheng and massaged his shoulders with both hands. Her soft and smooth hair draped over Xu Cheng's shoulders.
"In fact, I'm already very satisfied with this ring. Today, I will consider it your compensation for my wedding. As for the wedding, it doesn't really matter," Lin Chuxue said softly as she intimately rubbed against Xu Cheng's face.
Xu Cheng smelled the faint fragrance coming from her hair and said, "No, the wedding will still continue! Before, I couldn't give you a proper wedding and could only take you to live in seclusion in China. But now, no one can stop me from marrying you! A real wedding! "
Lin Chuxue held his face with both hands and turned around to look at him. "Do you know how big of an impact it will be if you are exposed?"
"I know." Xu Cheng said, "Before, I was afraid of being exposed because I was afraid of death. I was afraid that if I died, I wouldn't be able to protect everything I wanted. But now that I'm exposed, I no longer have anything to fear. Who can stop me?"
Lin Chuxue: "You are not afraid of those missiles? I heard everything you guys talked about just now. "
She put Xu Cheng's hand on her abdomen and said, "For him, take a step back."
Xu Cheng absentmindedly looked into the distance and said without focus, "If I take a step back, then all my efforts will be in vain. Can you guess why I'm still alive?"
Lin Chuxue: "I've been waiting for you to tell me when the time is right."
Xu Cheng nodded and said, "Now the time is right. I will tell you because of my opponent, the duke that we want to kill."
Lin Chuxue was surprised and looked at him in shock.
Xu Cheng sighed. "Originally, we were both going to die in the nuclear explosion, but in the end, he helped me. He wanted to see if the fusion of the two most powerful people in the world could reach that realm they yearned for."
Lin Chuxue: "What?"
Xu Cheng: "The realm of the gods!"
Lin Chuxue immediately asked, "Really?"
"Yes!" Xu Cheng said without hesitation, "But that's a realm that humans can't bear. That realm isn't suitable for humans."
Lin Chuxue: "What do you mean?"
Xu Cheng looked at Lin Chuxue and said, "For a split second, I felt a huge power that was enough to destroy all of my rationality. It wanted to expand my mental energy to the point of tearing apart my physical body and spreading it all over the world. I felt an attitude of looking down on all living beings. At that moment, I understood the realm of the gods. Invincibility isn't because of how powerful you are, but because you can cut off all your emotions and desires. Just like those flowers, those trees, those dust that never decayed in the passage of time, the final realm of the gods is to turn yourself into a part of nature. That is the true invincible state without any emotions!"
Lin Chuxue's eyes widened.
But in the end, I pushed him away! I gave up on becoming a god. " Xu Cheng said, "Because when your mental energy reaches a certain level, your physical body will be destroyed, and only a wisp of your mental energy will be left in this world. You can feel that you exist in this world, but you will no longer remember who you are. You won't even have feelings or questions, just like a stone. Do you understand? This is an illusory realm, I can't do it! I still couldn't let it go. Whether it was my physical body or my mind, this was the brilliance that a human should have. So, at the last step, I gave up on all the enlightenment and fusion. In this world, there is a god, and I believe in it, but humans will never become a god! I tried to preserve my physical body and all the memories in my brain. For a period of time, I slowly recovered in the Chaos and found those broken memories. I almost couldn't come back. It took me a whole month to get out of the ruins. At that moment, I understood that there were some things that I had to do. Do you know why Tesla was ostracized and couldn't be immortalized in the history of civilization? In fact, he was the most outstanding scientist, but because his scientific ideas were too advanced, he wasn't accepted. In fact, all the traditional scientists pushed him aside, and humans also didn't want to change because of laziness, self-interest, and other reasons. They just wanted to live in the present. It's not hard to imagine that if this world continues to follow the rules, even if the earth is destroyed, humans won't be able to find the other side. If I don't become this person, then no one in this world will be able to change! Even if there are more Teslas, it won't change. Even someone as powerful as the Duke can't change, so do you think there will be people like me and the Duke? This is my biggest realization after coming back from the dead. So, there are some things I have to do. "
Lin Chuxue grabbed his hand, and her ten fingers clasped tightly. She softly said, "Okay, then do it. We are already in the dark, and we can only move forward. Then, is it really okay for you to expose your ability? "
Xu Cheng smiled and said, "No, right now, half of the world is under my control. This time, I will let the world's leaders see whether genetic technology is good or bad. When they see my power, they will know what kind of dimension the vaccine revolution will bring humanity into. At that time, those who fall behind will be beaten up, and we won't need to instill knowledge into them anymore. At that time, just leave it to Stenson to change the world. I promise you, let's go to a place where no one knows us, okay?"
Lin Chuxue nodded. "Okay, but how are we going to deal with the squid?"
"After I can resist all of their attacks, it will be time for them to surrender and give up. This is also why I didn't put them in my eyes from the beginning. I went through the god-realm and understood that realm. So, after coming back from the dead, other than the desire to change the world, I only have you and my child left. This is also why I can't become a real god. I am just a defective god." Xu Cheng bitterly smiled.
"Being a god is too scary." Lin Chuxue held his cheek and said, "Enough, you are already excellent enough. I don't want you to take that step. Enough is enough. Let's live in seclusion together and stop trying to break through. Gods may not be as happy as us humans."
"Yeah." Xu Cheng grinned. "In order to be reborn as a human, I want to keep my happiness. I don't want to miss any of it. So, we can't miss the wedding. That's the goal we've been fighting for in our lives."
"Yeah, I'm getting married. In the middle of the month, even if those people don't dare to come, the wedding will continue." Lin Chuxue smiled and put Xu Cheng's head in her arms.
(Tonight, there are about two chapters left. It was supposed to end on the 7th, but in order to accommodate the recommendations, it was delayed for a day or two. Tonight, the story of the Dragon Division will end. I will stay up all night to write it.)
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