She was almost killed by loneliness.
But, when she came to the crossroads of extrication and persistence, she finally chose to live strong.
Because before his mother closed her eyes forever, she gently said such a sentence.
"Mother will always stay by Xi 'er's side and watch Xi' er grow up. As long as Xi 'er is healthy and happy, mother will not disappear. Mother will always, always, always live in Xi' er's heart."
Ah, if Xi 'er died.
Mother would disappear.
So, she couldn't die!
She couldn't die!
She couldn't die!
She had to overcome loneliness and live on!
The four and a half year old little girl fought against loneliness and she began to talk to herself.
In front of the silent trees, in front of the silent stones, in front of the chirping birds, she poured out all the words in her heart, her grievances, her pain, her sadness, her mother, her little happiness, what she did today, what she did yesterday, what she did in the past, what she wanted to do in the future, what she must do if she left the island, she …
She poured out all the words she could think of, she made all the sounds she wanted to make.
She kept talking, but she was destined to never get a response.
But, but it didn't matter, it really didn't matter, this … was enough.
As long as she could talk, even if she was talking to herself, even if there was no response, as long as she could talk, she would not be so lonely. She would be able to get a little bit, even if it was just a little bit, she had to fight for it, the courage to live on!
In the end, the little girl defeated loneliness. It was a narrow victory, a tragic victory, and she almost lost.
This was because she had been rescued. After three years, she had finally been found by her clan and rescued from the island. She had finally returned to the human world. If another year, no, another month, a week, or even a day had passed, she might very well have collapsed.
But she was really lucky, she was not defeated by loneliness.
Ha, ha … ha, lucky …
Well, she survived, her mother was still by her side, and her mother had not disappeared. Wasn't this, wasn't this lucky?
Even after returning to the human world, she lost her expression, lost her emotions, and even couldn't communicate with humans normally, she was also lucky, right?
However, this fierce battle with loneliness had left behind some repercussions.
She couldn't communicate with humans normally, not because she was autistic or couldn't speak. On the contrary, when she faced strangers, she could still speak freely, even for half a day in one breath.
But she couldn't hear.
He could not hear the other party's reply.
In other words, she had subconsciously treated the humans in front of her as trees, stones, and birds!
This was an illness, a heart disease. It was an incurable disease that only she could cure.
In the end, she couldn't cure herself, and she didn't feel that there was a need to cure herself, because she was already used to it. She was used to not getting a response when she poured her heart out, and she was used to the cold silence.
Even though she could still ask and answer other people's questions, for her, it was self-answering. Because on that isolated island, she had talked to herself countless times, and of course, she often answered her own questions.
He couldn't even force a smile on his face.
Unable to experience the emotions of normal humans, the negative emotions of anger, sadness, and hatred had long been devoured by the loneliness and emptiness. The positive emotions of joy, excitement, and excitement had long been completely forgotten by the countless slaughters for food.
She, who was disguised as a man, was always expressionless. Naturally, she was not welcomed by the boys because she was a loner. Her powerful strength meant that no one dared to reject or bully her. Her handsome appearance attracted many infatuated fans, but none of them could stand her talking to herself. She did not care about the other party's communication method at all.
She still did not have any friends in the human world. She was still alone.
However, she was already used to being alone. She was used to being accompanied by loneliness.
She could not change it, nor did she need to change it.
And due to her habit of talking to herself, even when facing the fake Celestial King (Speechless), she still patiently answered his questions. She was not in a hurry to kill him, and her words were extremely nagging. It did not match her expressionless and unapproachable image.
But in fact, she was not conversing with Speechless. She was only answering her own questions. That was because Speechless' questions and answers had long been formed in her mind. She did not need to hear his voice, nor did she need to receive a response. She could complete the conversation by herself.
It was the same when she faced Shi Xiaobai in the beginning.
She treated Shi Xiaobai as a cold stone. Although the confession had slightly surprised her, she had already formed all sorts of possibilities in her mind. She could completely rely on herself to complete the conversation.
However, she tirelessly conversed with Shi Xiaobai, answered his questions, and even asked him questions. All of this was just to talk to herself.
However, when Shi Xiaobai said the words' This King even knows that there is a red mole under your right armpit ', her world suddenly turned from black and white to a resplendent color. She finally!
She finally heard his' voice '!
Ah, his voice. She heard it.
She really, really wanted to continue listening to his voice.
Ah, what's with this completely unexpected conversation?
Why? Why can't I guess what he will say next? But, but, I really want to know what he will say next?
For the first time since she was six years old, she was no longer talking to herself.
She could not wait to ask him questions. She could not wait to receive his response.
Curious? She wanted to resolve her doubts? She did not want to leave behind a puzzle?
That's not it.
They were all excuses!
It was just that she was engrossed in conversing with him. She could not extricate herself from his voice and response.
He only hoped that this conversation could go on, on, on and on!
The youth did not disappoint her. He peeled away the puzzle layer after layer, and exceeded her expectations time and time again. His voice became clearer and more … real!
She wanted to continue listening to his voice!
She did not want to kill him!
She did not want to kill him!
She really did not want to kill him!
He is, he is the one I found with great difficulty —
Real!
You've already exceeded your reading limit for today. If you want to read more, please log in.
Login
Select text and click 'Report' to let us know about any bad translation.
